Dammit!
The hurt. Dammit!
The pain. Dammit!
The careless, flippant remark. Dammit!
The familiar pattern of impending twilight (ere the onset of complete gloom). Dammit!
The incessant clamour of the heart to hear familiar, comforting, exciting expressions of that bluuuudy four letter word that doth make the world go round. Dammit dammit dammit!
The craving to believe that 'this could be it' is like a junkie's withdrawal symptom. You want it so bad that when you actually give in (to believing) you realize that there never was any truth. Dammit!
No theories, no analyses, no 'letting go', no isms.
A deep chasm. Ever widening.
Will I ever emerge whole again?
Dammit!
(This blog has now re-opened as you can well see and it's the fault of all that hurt and pain and all that shebang. Dammit!)
The pain. Dammit!
The careless, flippant remark. Dammit!
The familiar pattern of impending twilight (ere the onset of complete gloom). Dammit!
The incessant clamour of the heart to hear familiar, comforting, exciting expressions of that bluuuudy four letter word that doth make the world go round. Dammit dammit dammit!
The craving to believe that 'this could be it' is like a junkie's withdrawal symptom. You want it so bad that when you actually give in (to believing) you realize that there never was any truth. Dammit!
No theories, no analyses, no 'letting go', no isms.
A deep chasm. Ever widening.
Will I ever emerge whole again?
Dammit!
(This blog has now re-opened as you can well see and it's the fault of all that hurt and pain and all that shebang. Dammit!)
posted by Livin @ 6/22/2006 11:49:00 PM
4 Comments:
At 12:13 PM ,
± said...
:-)
try refining your search criteria...
maybe, just maybe because of deficit supply, demad short selled itself?
cheer up. it WILL get better!
At 11:39 PM ,
pruvaloo said...
wooo open again
wish it was under better circumstances though
still atleast now when things happen you can think 'oo i'll blog about that' again :)
At 12:26 AM ,
Livin said...
// Harjee
Thanks. We live on Hope. And maybe you're right.
// hey there pruvaloo
Dead right. Thanks for cheering for me...:).
At 12:42 PM ,
Irfan said...
welcome back r. u were MISSED.
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