The Unbearable Lightness of Being!

Wish that were true. (Have I used this title for one of my earlier posts? So?)

I have this insane urge to:

Throw things
Climb walls like Spiderwoman and clean up the cob webs.
Play squash relentlessly for 2 hrs till my heart gives up. And I pass out. For good.
To go rat-a-tat-tat-rat-a-tat-tat-rat-a-tat-tat ceaselessly on a punching bag. Till I draw first blood. And pass out.
To tear each and every page of every book that I possess and tear it to shreds. Shred it.
To swim 100 laps (like I used to once upon a time) and feel my heart burst out of its skin. And sink.
To basically just vent some spleen man.

SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!