What a roller coaster...wheeeeee!
Oh man, it's been crazy this past week. Lots of ups and downs, professionally and personally. Lots of mood swings (nothing new really, for all those who know me), lots of depression and lots of existential questions whirring round in the mind like an old ceiling fan on its last legs having seen better days.
But I'm excited as I'm off on vacation. Not to any exotic location, but to the Middle East of Asia. (Is it really the Middle East?).
The sheer bliss of not having to think of work for one whole week. YES!!! One whole week! Sigh!
Cheerio invisible reader and oh ere I bid adieu for a week, just one question.
How do you get a man to get interested in you? (Does this sound like a desperate question? Actually it isn't...it's just a seriously nonplussed and curiously clueless query.)
Like I see this dude at the personal care store - jeans, tee and a cap, checking out some stuff - good looking surely, but importantly ALONE! And not the typical chocolate boy good looks, but a certain intelligent kinda face with a certain je ne sais quoi. I tried not to look blatantly at him, tried not to drop things, tried not to turn around and stare, tried not to foolishly walk up to him and smile wordlessly, tried to still a racing heart and stop my knees from shaking (of course it's exaggeration and one must take these things with a pinch of salt) and tried to stop wishing upon an invisible star for things that one sorely lacked. Gosh! Why couldn't life get a bit reel? Girl chances upon boy (woman really), boy stares back, finds himself behind woman at cash counter, starts a conversation and ends up having coffee with woman and exchanging numbers. Ooooooooh! (What the hell am I oooohing for, I mean let's get real here!)
Hey, this is moi! Hard on luck, love, no humour, no looks, and not even decent vocabulary to save my life for Lord Krishna's sake (just a twist from the oft repeated Christ...not bad eh?) or the moolah. Damn!!!!
Oh sorry, but one more question. Pretty please...is it possible to get attracted to someone you've never met? Someone who cracks you up with his/her sense of humour and a certain intelligence and again that je ne sais quoi? And if yes, then what do you do about it?
(Just shut the F^%$ up and go on a vacation. After all...impossible is nothing.)
But I'm excited as I'm off on vacation. Not to any exotic location, but to the Middle East of Asia. (Is it really the Middle East?).
The sheer bliss of not having to think of work for one whole week. YES!!! One whole week! Sigh!
Cheerio invisible reader and oh ere I bid adieu for a week, just one question.
How do you get a man to get interested in you? (Does this sound like a desperate question? Actually it isn't...it's just a seriously nonplussed and curiously clueless query.)
Like I see this dude at the personal care store - jeans, tee and a cap, checking out some stuff - good looking surely, but importantly ALONE! And not the typical chocolate boy good looks, but a certain intelligent kinda face with a certain je ne sais quoi. I tried not to look blatantly at him, tried not to drop things, tried not to turn around and stare, tried not to foolishly walk up to him and smile wordlessly, tried to still a racing heart and stop my knees from shaking (of course it's exaggeration and one must take these things with a pinch of salt) and tried to stop wishing upon an invisible star for things that one sorely lacked. Gosh! Why couldn't life get a bit reel? Girl chances upon boy (woman really), boy stares back, finds himself behind woman at cash counter, starts a conversation and ends up having coffee with woman and exchanging numbers. Ooooooooh! (What the hell am I oooohing for, I mean let's get real here!)
Hey, this is moi! Hard on luck, love, no humour, no looks, and not even decent vocabulary to save my life for Lord Krishna's sake (just a twist from the oft repeated Christ...not bad eh?) or the moolah. Damn!!!!
Oh sorry, but one more question. Pretty please...is it possible to get attracted to someone you've never met? Someone who cracks you up with his/her sense of humour and a certain intelligence and again that je ne sais quoi? And if yes, then what do you do about it?
(Just shut the F^%$ up and go on a vacation. After all...impossible is nothing.)
posted by Livin @ 3/30/2006 11:40:00 PM
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