Oh Damn That Twinge!

There's much that runs through the mind
When the eye sees visions of love
And the heart feels the twinge of passion

There's much that runs through the mind
When he holds her and feels her love
And she looks at him through the veil of love

There's much that runs through the mind
When the wondrous drops of rain form a film (of love)
And the coupling of hearts and bodies throw shadows (of love)

There's much that runs through the mind
When the soul cries out in her voice for love (remembered)
And knows the certainty of loneliness in love (for death do them part)

There's much that runs through the mind
When one sees the flitting images on film
And reminisces of the yearning... of love

So yeah, I saw the movie If Only and it had me teary eyed and made me want to throw something at the TV screen for making me want all that I try so desperately not to feel or want. That makes me go the silent scream way....S-C-R-E-A-MMMM!!!!!!!!

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So
If Only... Life Wouldn't Throw Googlies
If Only... Life Was a Piece of Cake (one can't get to the cream and cake as one's too busy putting out the flames burning bright and causing a smoke screen for the happiness that lies just beyond it)
If Only...love didn't have to go away
If Only... love would stay...just a little while, for me to get tanned in its warmth...
If Only... that thumping, beating, pumping, feeling bloody heart wouldn't be flooded so, and I could just breathe easy
If Only all that friends say came true (for once )
If Only the flood of belief was as wet and encompassing as the tears of pain
If Only...I...if only...love...if only it...I... oh I don't know dammit, I guess, I wish I didn't hurt so much. Damn!

Ominous beginning to a busy weekend. (Why did I see the movie? Damn damn damn damn damn damn, hell and damnation!)

Damn that twinge! (Go away. I can't cry my eyes out like this man, not anymore...)

If Only there was someone to give me the pack of tissues! What an issue eh?