Ennui of the Soul!

Anxious. Fatigued. Nervous. Apprehensive.

Adjectives that describe the current state of mind. Or is it soul? Don't know. Do I care? If I could lift myself from this abyss of apathy, I would say a resounding yes. But naah, I don't really care now.

It's that phase of life where you really feel on edge and have ambitions, aspirations, desires, yearnings, and just need a break. To see it all out there in front of you like a gossamer curtain, gently wafting in the breeze, and then to reach out and feel its reality. Oh God, yes, you want it all to just manifest itself and say, 'Voila!'

And you want to stop belabouring the same dreams and same aspirations and same desires and same yearnings. You just want a break.

In my lingo, it'd be called a 'miracle'.

(For those who come and visit this blog and some who've left a comment, thank you. Some have also wanted particular comments deleted and I'd like to just say that it's not for lack of intention, just that right now technology is disabling and not enabling. I'll try and adhere to thy command tomorrow).