I'm not sure!

Earlier there was a time when I could write out an entire post in my mind. There were tons of things in the world that moved me, made me wonder, made me want to ask and be answered, made me cry, made me mad.

Nowadays I feel a sense of nothingness. Like ummm...like I don't care. Which isn't true. I do ask, and enquire and my mind of course is whirring along like an ageing but smooth and reliable ceiling fan (I quite like that analogy) and I actually want to put up a whole host of questions which I think are insanely inane (and therefore should go up on my other blog), but I feel I'm not thinking with that much intensity.

Can that be true? Of anyone? To be the same person, yet feel differently at different phases of one's life? Not necessarily about the same things, but I mean, the EQ bit. I don't know.

Is it ok to not know? I er...I, well...ah...guess...I'm not sure.